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sorry to every friend, follower everyone else who might like my stuff i really wanted to do some christmas drawings but i dunno if i will get in the mood for this at the moment because on saturday 13. dec something horrible happened concerning my family so for everyone who don´t want to read drama, sad nonsense of a stupid, useless wannabe artist this is your chance to stop reading.

so why am i writing this drama stuff anyway? dunno if this looks this way but i don´t want to seek attention, sympathy or condolence through this journals but they help me a little bit to handle with my mixed up feelings so sorry if i annoy you with stuff like this.

well now to the tough part...
this saturday after me and my grandpa did a little party to celebrate our birthdays which are just separated by one day (his birthday was the 10. dec) and everyone left the party my grandma who spend the day in bed because she seemed to have a cold feelt worse from one moment to the other and was screaming of pain so i called 911 and the emergency guys where fighting for 2 hours to get her stable for the ride to the hospital after her heart stopped beating but they couldn´t help her anymore.

she was not in a good condition cause of her age and many emergency surgeons in the past but no one would thought she would die all of a sudden.

at the moment i don´t know how to feel (well sad off course) cause everything happened so fast.

also i really want to support my grandpa and the rest of the family at the moment but i feel like i am not a big help which drives me crazy... feeling helpless in such moments sometimes feels even worse then the sadness Dx

this whole thing will haunt me for quit some time so sorry for any moodswings that might appear in the ext time
  • Mood: Sadness
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  • Reading: my torn mind
  • Watching: stuff
  • Playing: stuff
  • Eating: edible stuff
  • Drinking: liquid stuff



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Alloco Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2015
Thank you so much for the fav!
Halem1991 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2015  Professional General Artist
Thanks for fav the deviant called "Are you cozy?"!!!!
DreddStar Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2015  Hobbyist
Thanks for the fav!! ^^
teranen Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015  Hobbyist
aaaw thanks for the fav :3
nIdo-desu Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist

Brussh y youur godd damn TEHHTH
chipmagnum Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!!!
OsakaOji Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2014
thanks ^^
TwilightIsMagic Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014  Student General Artist
:iconpinkiebounce2plz::iconsaysplz:Over here, everypony! My Pinkie sense is telling me they're here!
:icontwilighthappyplz::iconsaysplz:Hi! Pinkie Pie invited us all to her friend's birthday party, and...
:iconpinkiepiesmileplz::iconsaysplz:And that friend is you! Happy birthday!:iconpinkiepartyplz:
:iconapplejackplz::iconsaysplz:Ah've brought an apple pie along for you, sugarcube!:iconapplepieplz:
:iconrarityplz::iconsaysplz:And I, speaking for all of us, wish you all the best in your life and all your endeavours!
:iconfluttershywinkplz::iconsaysplz:I hope that you'll have a wonderful time and that trouble will pass you by.
:iconcutedashsmileplz::iconsaysplz:And no matter what happens, remember that we'll always be your friends. Stay awesome!
:iconponyangelplz::iconsaysplz:May the magic of friendship and all it contains be ever with you.
:iconmlpspikeplz::iconsaysplz:And if you ever feel down, don't forget that that you're the hero of your life's story, and no-one else can be better at it than you!
:iconparty0plz::iconsaysplz:Now come on, you all, it's time to start the party for real!
OsakaOji Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2014
wow thanks a lot ^^ very encouraging :D
Gladanos Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014
Alles Gute, Oji!
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