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valentine 2019
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will try to draw simple request for valentines day. so if you want something drawn maybe with your sona and the one you love ore an special otp just ask and i will see what i can do as long as it is easy enough for my lack of skills ^^'
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i am garbage yay
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successfully thrown away my few remaining real life friendships cause i am just a burden for everyone who knows me in person…
i guess life just wants me to quit but i am to cowardly to end it once and for all…
sorry for the drama but i dunno what to do anymore so i will just stop talking so nobody else gets annoyed
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i dunno what to write here
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sorry to every friend, follower everyone else who might like my stuff i really wanted to do some christmas drawings but i dunno if i will get in the mood for this at the moment because on saturday 13. dec something horrible happened concerning my family so for everyone who don´t want to read drama, sad nonsense of a stupid, useless wannabe artist this is your chance to stop reading.
so why am i writing this drama stuff anyway? dunno if this looks this way but i don´t want to seek attention, sympathy or condolence through this journals but they help me a little bit to handle with my mixed up feelings so sorry if i annoy you with stuff like this.
well now to the tough part...
this saturday after me and my grandpa did a little party to celebrate our birthdays which are just separated by one day (his birthday was the 10. dec) and everyone left the party my grandma who spend the day in bed because she seemed to have a cold feelt worse from one moment to the other and was screaming of pain so i called 911 and the emergency guys where fighting for 2 hours to get her stable for the ride to the hospital after her heart stopped beating but they couldn´t help her anymore.
she was not in a good condition cause of her age and many emergency surgeons in the past but no one would thought she would die all of a sudden.
at the moment i don´t know how to feel (well sad off course) cause everything happened so fast.
also i really want to support my grandpa and the rest of the family at the moment but i feel like i am not a big help which drives me crazy... feeling helpless in such moments sometimes feels even worse then the sadness Dx
this whole thing will haunt me for quit some time so sorry for any moodswings that might appear in the ext time
so why am i writing this drama stuff anyway? dunno if this looks this way but i don´t want to seek attention, sympathy or condolence through this journals but they help me a little bit to handle with my mixed up feelings so sorry if i annoy you with stuff like this.
well now to the tough part...
this saturday after me and my grandpa did a little party to celebrate our birthdays which are just separated by one day (his birthday was the 10. dec) and everyone left the party my grandma who spend the day in bed because she seemed to have a cold feelt worse from one moment to the other and was screaming of pain so i called 911 and the emergency guys where fighting for 2 hours to get her stable for the ride to the hospital after her heart stopped beating but they couldn´t help her anymore.
she was not in a good condition cause of her age and many emergency surgeons in the past but no one would thought she would die all of a sudden.
at the moment i don´t know how to feel (well sad off course) cause everything happened so fast.
also i really want to support my grandpa and the rest of the family at the moment but i feel like i am not a big help which drives me crazy... feeling helpless in such moments sometimes feels even worse then the sadness Dx
this whole thing will haunt me for quit some time so sorry for any moodswings that might appear in the ext time
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announcing mech(a) march
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after i finished the pictures i´ve started the past weeks (^^') i´ll start my new "project" mech march (yeah i know clever title 
)
)i´ll try to get better drawing metallic shapes and shadings first so maybe i´ll upload some training sketches too... dunno.
i´ll also do requests that will fit the topic so if you have an idea including mechs (also don´t have to be mlp themed but keep my skills in mind cause i´m still bad with complex drawings ^^') or robots feel free to ask
i hope you´ll enjoy the pictures that will come ^^
Oji out
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rest in peace harold ramis
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what a sad start for the 30. anniversary year for ghostbusters.
today harold ramis passed away ;__; ...
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